March252012
Two Posts
In as many days! What a world we are coming to, a world where I post more than once a month, or every two months as the case often is. I wouldn’t get too excited though, I never have anything important to say which is probably why I lapse so much in writing this. Maybe if I had some big old opinions or thoughts I could put them here and let people muse about my musings. Things like WHAT IS LIFE? WHY IS LIFE? I honestly don’t know and don’t CARE to know, or try to answer such nonsense! Life just is, deal with it because I certainly cannot explain it any better. Anyway where was I? That’s right I was talking about musing, that is more or less what I do here, post random musings as they pop into my head. I think I said once that this was basically a stream of consciousness type deal, which it is I suppose. I stream things and you, the consciousness of the world, eats it right up. I wish there was a way to tell if anyone ever saw this, I bet there is and I don’t know it. I could say all sorts of terrible things about people and they’d never know! But then again I wouldn’t want to do that, no reason TO do it. Oh god this is a long one for no reason, time to cut off the flow of consciousness before it becomes too unstable!
March242012
End Rant
This seems like as good a place as any to rant about things. Possibly even better than some places as it seems like it is very well designed for ranting. I just like the word rant. It is a good word to use when talking about blowing off steam, which seems to be the sole purpose of a rant. Sometimes people want to inform or educate with their rants, and to them I say “Kudos! Now please, stop bothering me with your rant.” It isn’t that I don’t enjoy other peoples rants, it is just that if THEY are ranting than I cannot possibly ALSO rant. I had all sorts of rants all fired up today but had no one to receive said rants. Really it was just the one rant and I was going to say it over and over. I hate going into work on my days off! I don’t know why, maybe my brain just does some fancy brain math and categorizes the days off as special days and any time these special days get tread on with work it just freaks out. I don’t freak out really, it is annoying but what are you going to do about it? Not a whole lot! After the first couple lines you probably thought I was just going to talk about rants and not actually rant anything, well you were rant. Rant, rant, rant, rant. Rant.
January312012
Revenge of Captain Blogenstein
Hello again waking world, and I suppose the unwaking world, though I doubt you would come here in your dreams. I was just being polite, I didn’t want the wakers to come by and then yell about how I wasn’t including the dreamies in the conversation. Damn dreamies, sulking about in your wretched dreamscapes, making us wakers deal with you and all your problems. I’m sure the dreamscapes aren’t wretched, for the most part, and I am sure they don’t do it intentionally. It is just that when you live almost entirely in a world of either your own design, or that of your twisted subconscious, you forget what it is like to be a waker in the real world. Also yes, all subconscious are twisted it is simply the way the world works. If it weren’t twisted you would probably be some sort of fucked up serial killing demon. It is the twists that keep us sane, because our rational conscious brain does everything it can to be different than its crazy twisted brother the unconscious. So if your unconscious and conscious get along, you best get to steppin’ and watch yo self, or you just might be a murderer.
January162012
The Day Doesn’t Dawn
Where I don’t at least think about writing in some capacity. I really do dwell on it quite a bit, and I wonder to myself why I haven’t done anything with it yet. I regret all this wasted time, all this time spent wasting away. But at the same time I don’t mind at all the wasting. I am enjoying myself during it, it isn’t like something terrible is happening, just nothing useful really. I play video games, watch TV, do nothing, or a number of any other useless things. Now I’m thinking about becoming a librarian, it seems like a solid idea. Become the one who is the keeper of the books, the keeper of the knowledge, never the one to create the knowledge. Not one of the ones who creates the books, just watches them, keeps an eye on all those tomes until the end of time. Maybe…just maybe the watcher could add one, just one. Someday.
December72011
Hello Lateness My Other Old Friend
Boy howdy it feel late out. It is really only like one in the morning, not TOO late, but certainly not early. Maybe early if you look at it a certain way, the way where it is now morning and not nighttime. I don’t look at it that way, not until it is three or four in the morning usually. To me it is still Wednesday in the evening, night I mean. I am fairly tired as well, need to get myself to bed, just though I would post some incredibly engaging material here for everyone to check out before they went to bed, super engaging stuff. IT ISN’T ENGAGING THAT IS THE JOKE, it is just more useless “me talking to myself” style fiction. But I’m not talking to myself, I’m talking to THE INTERNET, which is basically the world at large, but no one ever writes back. No one is listening! Which is fine with me, I just do this for the fun of it for myself, and no one else! Yet…yet.
December42011
No Time Like The Present
I think it is probably about time I start writing things. I’ve been sort of halfheartedly trying to get back into it, but it has been difficult. I am not sure where this block comes from, but perhaps in talking about it here I can better come to grips with it, and hopefully combat it. I think it seems too big, to write that is. Can I even end a sentence with is? I don’t think I should, but I just did. At any rate, writing seems too large, and I worry that I cannot hope to encapsulate these ideas I have with my words. Do I have enough words? Are they the right words? Who decides which words are right or wrong? Surely it should be me, right? I am the one doing the writing, and as long as I am writing something, that should be enough. I don’t think I am quite done talking about this matter, but for now that is something. I have gotten it out in the open air, so to speak, and that is alright for now. I bid you all adieu and I hope your evening is going well.
December32011
What’re YOU Looking At?
I specifically said to check back next week for the update, so what do you think you’re doing here, looking at stuff? I don’t expect anyone to actually come and look at this, either daily or next week as I suggested. I am fairly certain I dodged some sort of a bullet in regards to a cold I was getting. I’m not sure I was actually getting sick but it sure felt like it, and that is just not something I can have these days, need all my strength for all this nothing I’m doing. Hopefully that nothing will become something, something radical. More than likely it will become a boring job, but that is going to be so exciting anyway.
December22011
Hello Blogness My Old Friend
It has been quite some time since my last post, over a month in fact. I am not sure why I have such a hard time keeping to any sort of schedule in regards to this stuff. Maybe it is because it is just so hard to get a moment alone to work on it! Yes, that must be it, it has nothing to do with how boring and uninteresting it is to do this. It really isn’t that boring or uninteresting, maybe it is a little uninteresting, but I enjoy it nonetheless. I like putting words out into text, watching them dance and sway in the summer breeze. FINE my words aren’t doing that, but I still like doing it. I enjoy this! Oh also I live in Boston now, fun times in the city are in store hopefully. Just need to get myself a job and then everything will be as right as rain, however right rain is most likely depends on the person you are talking to at the time. Maybe we can discuss rain and its rightness in next week blogcast. TUNE IN NEXT WEEK!
October242011
Weblog
I am fairly certain that is how the term Blog came about, from the term weblog. Loggin’ on the web, it makes sense in pretty much all ways if you think about it. It is designed to be a place where one would log things, mostly text. It really should’ve become Logging, instead of Blogging, the B comes from Web, so it just looks weird. Anyway, I cannot decide whether or not my life is much improved by lawggin’ or not. Do I really care whether or not I put anything in this place, does it really matter?! Eh, I did without for months, and my life has been HELL. That isn’t true, it’s been about the same as always, same ol’, same ol’. I think I would prefer to put stuff here though, just for the fun of it. Obviously it is VERY fun. So, be prepared for more of my random musings about the weather, work, life, jobs, and quite possibly the Crow.
October222011
lolblog
Boy howdy it has certainly been a long time. I like that I can do random the Crow updates everyday, but I cannot manage this. Oh well, here’s to trying again.
