January162012
The Day Doesn’t Dawn
Where I don’t at least think about writing in some capacity. I really do dwell on it quite a bit, and I wonder to myself why I haven’t done anything with it yet. I regret all this wasted time, all this time spent wasting away. But at the same time I don’t mind at all the wasting. I am enjoying myself during it, it isn’t like something terrible is happening, just nothing useful really. I play video games, watch TV, do nothing, or a number of any other useless things. Now I’m thinking about becoming a librarian, it seems like a solid idea. Become the one who is the keeper of the books, the keeper of the knowledge, never the one to create the knowledge. Not one of the ones who creates the books, just watches them, keeps an eye on all those tomes until the end of time. Maybe…just maybe the watcher could add one, just one. Someday.
December72011
Hello Lateness My Other Old Friend
Boy howdy it feel late out. It is really only like one in the morning, not TOO late, but certainly not early. Maybe early if you look at it a certain way, the way where it is now morning and not nighttime. I don’t look at it that way, not until it is three or four in the morning usually. To me it is still Wednesday in the evening, night I mean. I am fairly tired as well, need to get myself to bed, just though I would post some incredibly engaging material here for everyone to check out before they went to bed, super engaging stuff. IT ISN’T ENGAGING THAT IS THE JOKE, it is just more useless “me talking to myself” style fiction. But I’m not talking to myself, I’m talking to THE INTERNET, which is basically the world at large, but no one ever writes back. No one is listening! Which is fine with me, I just do this for the fun of it for myself, and no one else! Yet…yet.
December42011
No Time Like The Present
I think it is probably about time I start writing things. I’ve been sort of halfheartedly trying to get back into it, but it has been difficult. I am not sure where this block comes from, but perhaps in talking about it here I can better come to grips with it, and hopefully combat it. I think it seems too big, to write that is. Can I even end a sentence with is? I don’t think I should, but I just did. At any rate, writing seems too large, and I worry that I cannot hope to encapsulate these ideas I have with my words. Do I have enough words? Are they the right words? Who decides which words are right or wrong? Surely it should be me, right? I am the one doing the writing, and as long as I am writing something, that should be enough. I don’t think I am quite done talking about this matter, but for now that is something. I have gotten it out in the open air, so to speak, and that is alright for now. I bid you all adieu and I hope your evening is going well.
December32011
What’re YOU Looking At?
I specifically said to check back next week for the update, so what do you think you’re doing here, looking at stuff? I don’t expect anyone to actually come and look at this, either daily or next week as I suggested. I am fairly certain I dodged some sort of a bullet in regards to a cold I was getting. I’m not sure I was actually getting sick but it sure felt like it, and that is just not something I can have these days, need all my strength for all this nothing I’m doing. Hopefully that nothing will become something, something radical. More than likely it will become a boring job, but that is going to be so exciting anyway.
December22011
Hello Blogness My Old Friend
It has been quite some time since my last post, over a month in fact. I am not sure why I have such a hard time keeping to any sort of schedule in regards to this stuff. Maybe it is because it is just so hard to get a moment alone to work on it! Yes, that must be it, it has nothing to do with how boring and uninteresting it is to do this. It really isn’t that boring or uninteresting, maybe it is a little uninteresting, but I enjoy it nonetheless. I like putting words out into text, watching them dance and sway in the summer breeze. FINE my words aren’t doing that, but I still like doing it. I enjoy this! Oh also I live in Boston now, fun times in the city are in store hopefully. Just need to get myself a job and then everything will be as right as rain, however right rain is most likely depends on the person you are talking to at the time. Maybe we can discuss rain and its rightness in next week blogcast. TUNE IN NEXT WEEK!
October242011
Weblog
I am fairly certain that is how the term Blog came about, from the term weblog. Loggin’ on the web, it makes sense in pretty much all ways if you think about it. It is designed to be a place where one would log things, mostly text. It really should’ve become Logging, instead of Blogging, the B comes from Web, so it just looks weird. Anyway, I cannot decide whether or not my life is much improved by lawggin’ or not. Do I really care whether or not I put anything in this place, does it really matter?! Eh, I did without for months, and my life has been HELL. That isn’t true, it’s been about the same as always, same ol’, same ol’. I think I would prefer to put stuff here though, just for the fun of it. Obviously it is VERY fun. So, be prepared for more of my random musings about the weather, work, life, jobs, and quite possibly the Crow.
October222011
lolblog
Boy howdy it has certainly been a long time. I like that I can do random the Crow updates everyday, but I cannot manage this. Oh well, here’s to trying again.
June152011
To Be Or Not To Be
I went for the full on capitalize every word in this title, is it absolutely horrifying? I am undecided, I think it might be. I finished a job today, worked it all the way to the conclusion, what an exciting time! Not very, just thought I would mention it. It was a pretty sunny and all together very fancy day out today, perfect for painting outdoors. That is, if one is the sort who might paint outdoors. I am that sort, I find it is good work and not that awful. On another note I feel something of an urge to try writing again. I don’t want to call it a full on urge yet, but it feels like pressure is building up or something, a twitch becoming an urge, which becomes a yearning, which becomes a desire, etc, etc, etc. I don’t know if a yearning is more powerful than a desire, I think it might be. At any rate it is certainly something I want to be doing I think, so who knows, perhaps I will grace this place with my oh so decadent filth. It isn’t really decadent, or filthy, the stuff I write is more science fiction or fantasy type stuff. Who knows though, maybe I’ll just start writing excellent tween vampire seduction fiction.
June92011
It’s Braining It’s Pouring
What a dumb rainy day for working. We didn’t really get much work done at all since it rained most of the day. It was the sort of day where you’re pretty sure it’s going to rain shortly after you’ve got all the equipment set up, but it hasn’t started raining yet. So you need to set the stuff up, otherwise why are you even at work?! Sure enough it rained, for about fifteen minutes, then it cleared up. All the workers rejoiced, and work began anew. However later it came down with a lot more force and vigor, forcing the workers to cease and desist. Now it’s a grey drizzly wet day, or maybe I meant gray. I’m pretty sure I did not mean gray. At any rate it’s a nice break from the wretchedly hot day we had yesterday, boy howdy it’s annoying when it’s that hot out. In other news, I have a follower! It turns out that when I put words here someone might actually be reading them, what a thought. Unless of course they’re some sort of advanced spambot or something. Then again spambots probably enjoy reading silly rants and blogs too. If you are a human I sincerely apologize for thinking you are a robot, and if you are a robot I sincerely apologize for thinking you are a human.
June12011
More Like Brotox
I was just reading my last post and it’s rather funny, since I’m pretty lazy about stuff too. Maybe I was one of those kids who just didn’t care! I wasn’t, I really did care about my grades and didn’t like getting low ones. I haven’t been posting at all lately and it was mostly because for awhile there I had pretty much given up on writing of any kind. I just found other things far more entertaining. I have since decided that that is probably not a good idea, or at least not one of my BEST ideas, so I have decided to try and get back in the game as it were. Such a game, me writing to myself online, better than nothing I suppose. Well I’ve made promises before that I always break, so I won’t do that again this time, I’ll just say that I’ll try a little harder to keep to a schedule with this. That is all, commander in chief out.
